Mood

bismillah...

malam ni banyak membuatkan aku berfikir dengan lameeeeeeeeeenyeeer . A lot of things need to considered deeply . why am i being so vulnerable nowadays ? i am not myself . am i experiencing LONELINESS ? nape perkataan yang panjang-panjang bring so many painful memories ? i hate myself for it , why am i so dumb witted silly little girl ? if i can only strip all the memories that i regret i have done . I promised myself i put all that all behind me BUT WHY I REGRET IT NOW ?

Abang.... i been haunted by my wrong doings all this time , i just don want to tell you . saya sangke it will just go away ! stttuppidd me !

i don't regret meeting them , i know ppl will comes and leaves me . I want to move forward , there is million ppl i will meet maybe be more better than what i have now . It's only matter of time . For me , let the time cure all this pain .

There a time where certain person told me that i will regret of what i will done in the future , now i came to realize that the advise was useful in my life .

I just wanted to be told by someone , who really care bout me  YOU ARE STRONG ! BECAUSE YOU HAVE ME .

saya nak nanges bile dengar words tuh , be my Mr . Strong (: